Sad… moving on

Move… move on… move on jie…

There’s
nothing else left in here. 

Look around you and you will
see…

You’re left alone… that’s
creepy.

Open your eyes jie…

Open it wide and make it
clear.

You’ve lost them live by it…

Move on and wash away your
last tear.

My
YM is full can’t add no more and need to create a new to add new friends. I’m trying to convince myself that I have all
this friends around… I mean I have their number right, I know where they live
and I’m sure when and if I miss them so much I can just call, text, email or
ride a bus and go to their office or home.

Convincing
myself needs to have a proof so I visited my drinking buddy few years
back. It was good to see him, it was
fun, he’s still cute and funny and of course nothing has changed between us. But, we have few times that we were silent,
felt awkward and I think we’re both feeling the gap.

Then
he said, “really nice of you to come and visit. Miss na kita. I hope you told me your coming para we made
plans. As much as I want to invite you
for a drink or two I can’t may appointment ako.” That was fine by me… although I actually
thought he would make an effort since I came there just to see him.

On
my way home, I realized…he has moved on without me, just like everybody else. I
wish I can just accept that people come
and go… they just bumped into you one day and can be gone tomorrow without
leaving anything to comeback to or without leaving any trace of the friendship
that you’ve once had. I really wish that it would be that easy for me to let go
of the things and people that I once held so dear in my heart… so I don’t end
up missing them and crying myself to sleep.

Well
I have to learn it and live it or else… so let me start my moving on… with a song that I would like to dedicate
to them… Jojo, Loyce, Nicki, JC, Abi, Carla, Nero and Alvin.  Thank
you for all the memories… thanks for all the good things… I wish you all well.

Go
to the link to listen to the song…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nUkl-7Lie7M

I’m
sharing you the lyrics as well…

All
good things…
All good things…
All good things…

Not sure where to go
Everybody I know
Says I’m too forgiving
And now that I’m gone
I don’t wanna move on
I just keep reliving

All good things
I wish you
All good things
Come to an end
All good things
I wish you well

Lost inside of my head
Empty side of the bed
I feel this place without you
I keep pushing the blues
‘Cause I know I don’t wanna lose
What I loved about you

All good things
I wish you
All good things
Come to an end
All good things
I wish you well

I can think of a million ways
You proved you weren’t the one
So live inside of your shades of gray
And never mind the sunshine
That I’ll find…

I got so much space now
I’ve got a whole house
With the wind blowin’ through
It’s only somewhere to hide
I’ve got this whole world inside
I was accustomed to showing you

All good things
I wish you
All good things
Come to an end
All good things
I wish you well

Oh

All good things…
Oh oh
All good things
Oh oh, oh oh
All good things…
Oh I wish you well…

 

 

One Response to “Sad… moving on”

  1. jenn Says:

    mama espie, it is hard to move on.. i have told myself that i have moved on a thousand of times. but i haven’t. i don’t know why i keep on telling others that i have moved on, when the truth is i haven’t really.. am i trying to convince others or am i trying to convince myself??? need a few drinks and bump in the head.. text me when you are free, maybe we can share a few bottles.. ayt?! miss you so much.. miss your tacos!!!!

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