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      Well…
well… we come across moments that we feel bored… but there’s
a lot of things to do; sad… but there are a lot of things to be happy
about; in short nonsense to feel down but we can’t help but feel
it… me and my friends call that the “SENTI MOMENT”… we
feel like crying but there’s no need to cry…  What do we do when we
feel that way???

     Guys,
normally drink that feeling out and some girls do the same.  There are woman
who goes to the parlor and even without any occasion will undergo a total make
over (expensive!);  some would cook and eat their heart out until they almost
vomit (fatening!); others will have movie marathons watching action flicks or
suspense thriller until they can imagine that they are the killer (scary!) or
immunes themselves in watching romance movies starring Meg Ryan on You’ve
got mail; Adam Sandler on 50 first dates or Sandra Bullock on While You were
sleeping. (torture!) few, like me tortures themselves to sentimental music
until it makes us cry and fall asleep. (tiring to cry but the sleep after was
totally relaxing)

      So
upon doing so, here are the lyrics of two songs  that touches your heart…
I know some of you can relate with them … join me on my “SENTI
MOMENT” hehehe 

 
I’M ALMOST OVER YOU

I saw an old friend of
our today
She asked about you and I didn’t quite know what to say
Heard you’ve been makin’ the rounds round here
While I’ve been tryin’ to make the tears disappear

Now I’m almost over you
I’ve almost shook these blues
So when you come back around
After painting the town you’ll see
That I’m almost over you

You’re such a sly one with your cold, cold heart
For you leavin’ come easy but it tore me apart
Time heals all wounds they say and I should know
‘Cause it seems like forever but I’m lettin’ you go

Now I’m almost over you
I’ve almost shook these blues
So when you come back around
After painting the town you’ll see
That I’m almost over you

I can forgive you and soon I’ll forget all my shattered dreams

You took the love that
you wanted and left me the misery

Now I’m almost over you
I’ve almost shook these blues
So when you come back around
After painting the town you’ll see
That I’m almost over you

SPECIAL
MEMORY

You will always be
A special part of me
You will always be
A special memory
I’ll always cherish wonderful moments
you have given me
You are in my heart
Wherever I may be
Wherever I may be

All the times we’ve shared
Will always be to me
Songs my heart would sing
With pleasing melody
I’ll put together all of your letters
like a symphony
I’ll remember you
Wherever I may be

I’ll put together all of your letters
like a symphony
I’ll remember you
Wherever I may be
I’ll remember you
I’ll remember you
I’ll remember you
Wherever I may be
Wherever I may be
A special memory

     Really, some good things never last… but its always nice to reminisce and bring back memories once in a while.  Remebering them can make you smile!

The past
two months I had spent a lot of time to
think, gave me a lot of chance to reflect on my life, of who I am, what I’ve
done and brought me to a realization that as time goes by ready or not… everything might end for
me. 

There
will be no yesterday to look back to and no tomorrow to look forward to; There
will be no sunrise to wait and no
sunset to watch; No rain to bathe from
and air to breathe. There will be no second, minutes, hours or days.

Everything
that I’ve collected and saved, everything that I bought and kept, everything
that I have will not matter anymore. All the wealth that I have and the money I have worked for, saved and
everything that I have will be irrelevant.

My
complaints, resentments and frustrations will be gone. My jealousies, anger and pain will all
disappear. My hopes, dreams, ambitions,
plans and to do list that Chacha keeps on asking me to do will expire. The wins and losses will all fade away.

It
will not matter where I came from, where I grew up, studied or work at. All the time I spent fixing my self, getting
thin or the wanting to get sexy, pretty and brilliant will be just a part of memories
and does not serve any relevance at all.

No
matter how many times I rise and fall on love and relationships, or how happy
and painful they have been, no matter how many times I cried, smiled is not
important anymore.

So
what will matter ? How will my days be measured then?

Now
what will matter would be what I have given and what I have build; What will
matter is my significance not my success… not what I have learned but what I
have taught others…

What matters is
every act of kindness, compassion, every act of integrity… the courage to fight
for others and sacrifices I have made , the way I empowered weakened heart and
encouraged a hopeless soul.

What
will matter is my character not my competence…what will matter is not how many
people I knew, but how many lives have I touched and how good of an example I have been.

What
will matter is how many friends will feel a lasting loss when I am gone…

How many tear of gratefulness
will fall for me and how many people will smile

remembering the memories we’ve
had. How many years will those memories
linger in their mind and what a peaceful feeling it might brought them.

What
will be important is how long will you be remembered by whom and for what.

Living
a life that matters is not by accident but by choice… now I can’t help but
wonder… at the end of my time … can I say I have lived a life that matters to
everyone I love and cared for? Can’t
help but wonder… how about you?